I love you. That’s the only time I’ve ever said that. I feel like I’m crying. I said it all unintentionally. You can’t say that again… …I love you…
The happiest thing in the world is mediocrity. Students study hard, choose their jobs when they graduate from college, men and women love, love and marry, marry and have children, and raise their own children with care. Such mediocrity. But I lost my mediocrity. I don’t want to find my mediocrity where I can’t even find where it is… Don’t you want to be happy? I have something to say.’The happiest thing for me is love.’
” …… he’s dead. ”
One summer day when the cold rain poured down, I lost my beloved woman.
” ..the child is healthy. He’s my son. ”
My age 15. At a young age not yet mature, I became a father of a child. A year ago, I met a woman. At that time I was just a freshman in middle school, and she was in the third grade of middle school, ie an examinee. It was a tight grade preparing for high school. She was so beautiful when she smiled. I fell in love with her smile like that, and eventually I succeeded in love.a commonly known lover So we fell in love with each other, and one day after dating for about a month, I had an accident. So I had sex with her at that young age. Since then she has had my child and dropped out of school. And she died after giving birth to a baby. At last her heart stopped. My heart is beating like this. My hands are so warm. Her heart doesn’t beat. Her hands are too cold. What am I going to do now?Neonatal care. This place where the baby cries endlessly. Hate to be noisy, I trudged into the neonatal room nonetheless. As I was in the midst of a funeral, I was dressed in a black suit, so people are reluctant to look at me.
‘.. someone’s dead? What a pity.’
I think you’re still young. Did your parents die?’
And so on. A lot of words are pouring out. But what do we do? My parents are alive. My lady’s dead. What do I do? … What do I do?
“… Mr. Lee Eun-hyuk? ”
” Oh, yeah. ”
“… it’s pretty, isn’t it? She has beautiful features even though she’s a boy. Like a girl. ”
” ..yes? You look like your mom. ”
” ..it must be hard for you. At a young age… ”
“… oh, yeah… ”
I smiled awkwardly and scratched the back of my head when the nurse asked me with a sad look in my arms… It’s hard. It’s hard. He stared blankly over the window at the child’s face in the nurse’s arms. without a moment of laughter You can’t even call me that.
Well, what’s your name? ”
When the nurse said suddenly, I asked back, “What?” Then, a nurse who smiles and says, “The name of the child.”
Eunhyuk, when my baby is born, my name… You shouldn’t be?, donghae ]
[, and, boy, East Sea? ]
[Yeah, isn’t the name cute for some reason? I am donghae I am donghae I think it’ll be pretty. ]
What if she’s your daughter? ]
[Oh, really? What if it’s a daughter? ]
I poked my lips with my tongue and said to the nurse.
” … and … ”
” The name of the child. Let’s move, please. ”
” Lee Eun-hyuk is Lee. Lee. ”
It’s a mother’s name. Let’s move, please. Then I’ll leave you. ”
I ran away like that. Ignoring the nurse’s voice calling my name, I ran out of the hospital like that… my sister, my child’s name… I decided donghae I almost used a different name. I’m glad I remembered. The name you wanted… East Sea.I’m with its sister so … And …
” My sister. What made you so happy? ”
After the funeral, Jeong-su asked, sitting next to me, holding the child tightly and looking at the sea sprinkled with her sister. I fell asleep just bowed his head is smile weakly and looked … face of the donghae Our pretty baby.
” ..was it just all good? ”
He nodded silently at Jeong-su’s words. The essence of my arms in face of the donghae hilkkeumhilkkeum would hug you with open arms looked at children. I’m careful. An integer with the word donghae to me. Deeply asleep, East Sea is an integer of setting aside peacefully in the arms of … What a pretty baby.
” What’s the baby’s name? ”
The East Sea. “
” move? “
” Yes, and … ”
Jung-su, who looked up at me with his eyes wide open at my words, said, staring into Jeong-su’s eyes.
“Don’t look at me like that with these same eyes as your sister. “I’m confused. “
Flung herself into I laughed and water brought in my arms again the donghae, he said.
” …you baby. You look a lot like her. How are you going to raise him? You’re not going to get incest, are you? ”
” Shut up. Whatever you say, do? ”
” …… call me if you’re tired. ”
“It’s nothing hard. ”
You think it’s easy to raise a kid? Shall I move to your house? ”
..that’s enough. ”
“Hey, your house is big and dirty! I heard your parents bought you a house. To raise a child. With my sister… but it feels kind of empty because she’s gone like that. ”
I sighed and glanced slightly at the essence. Jeong-su said, “I’m sorry,” wetting my hand and tapping my shoulder.
“I’m moving to your house. I am donghae uncle in a … Can you stay still? ”
” …… thank you… ”
” But East Sea is your uncle, and I if he thought, what can I do? ”
” You know it won’t happen. ”
” Let’s just say you’re the mother. ”
“Shall we? “
Yeah… you do mommy. My poor pretty baby. My poor pretty East Sea … I want you to be my mom.
“I… I don’t regret it. Love with my sister. You and your sister did it. ”
“ ……. ”
” And… I’m fine? You my sister is missing, but we East Sea. I don’t regret it because my pretty baby, who looks just like my sister, is next to me. ”
” ……… yes… “
I really don’t regret it. My sister. My sister lost a really sick and sad, but … My sister is my last gift bequeathed to the ……. our East Sea, and, boy, East Sea is, so I’m fine. Don’t worry about me. Just close your eyes… don’t worry, sister.
‘The happiest thing for me is love.’
As if to show that it’s morning, the sun shines full of windows as soon as I lift the curtain.
” Why don’t you wake up, Mr. move? ”
” Umm… no… ”
” Oh, you don’t you like it? Do you want to sleep forever?! I’m not going to wake up!!!!! ”
“Daddy, Dad! ”
Vehicle on the bed that was covering up to one’s neck and East Sea is cause upper body. Eun Hyuk is a peek into the hands in their apron pockets and who was wearing, why? – donghae often stare. East Sea, who teed off point his finger at the calendar.
” There’s no date. Really!!! “
” You wake me up all the time, right? Today is
속초개인회생 개인회생파산상담센터 Sunday!!!! ”
Eun Hyuk, smacking his lips at the end of the donghae donghae looks an awkward smile, watching. 계속해서 은혁을 곱게 째려보던 동해는 후- 하고 옅게 한숨을 쉬고는 멀뚱하게 서서 동해를 향해 사랑의 총알을 날리는 은혁을 툭- 치며 비키라고 말하고는 방을 나간다.
” My son is sulky again. “What do we do? “
It was Eunhyuk who bit his index finger slightly.
“… …Son, did you wash up? ”
“Don’t you see? ”
Eun Hyuk, who sat to talk to donghae in an armchair with a thud to release donghae Thanks to the point to his wet hair, bluntly said if she don’t know, donghae familiar red in the face turned blue. East Sea is by remote control and touch the shoulders of the channel are cooking only a sigh and out, and Eun Hyuk donghae tv grins.
” Son, are you tired? Do you want me to massage your shoulders? ”
” What did I do, you’re tired? ”
“…no, son, you were having a hard time studying. ”
“It was hard, not hard. ”
A word with firm tone of the donghae, embarrassed by Eun Hyuk is his lap for nothing but hits it with his fist. … What if you get in trouble when you’re old? Tsk, firmly the sulks off a nad Eun Hyuk eyes in the face of donghae do worry so, rolling an idea something I woke up on a couch as if he strode into the kitchen.
” to !!! ”
Why was just sitting in an armchair! ‘ sitting at the Eun Hyuk’s voice calling her answer in a loud voice. Answer the East Sea in spite of constantly Eun Hyuk, who belts out the name of the donghaeThe remote East Sea is a snap – in an armchair, on the couch and woke up and walked to the kitchen.
When Eun Hyuk look at Eun Hyuk, and pissed off at the East Sea while holding rice bowls donghae to tell.
“What! What’s wrong with you! ”
” What is this? ”
” What do you mean by that? “It’s a rice bowl. “
” This East Sea is the most beloved Kitty is rice bowl. ”
“What do you want me to do? “
“I’m breaking this!!!!! ”
” If you break it, I’m out of the house. ”
“ …….!!!!!! ”
East Sea into the room and tell in a low voice without any change of expression. At the same time as the door closed with a bang, Eunhyuk, who had been mute, came to his senses. Eun Hyuk. in front of the visit of Kitty left food dish on the table, donghae donghaeWhile fidgeting with his hands, raise his hands and tap on the door slightly.
an unanswered plan Eun Hyuk was once a visit to pat. sing donghae
” donghae? “
a still unanswered planEunhyuk opened the door and poked his head out. Sit on the bed with their cell phones, and move his fingers if you text messages, see smiles and Eun Hyuk. the donghae East Sea that doesn’t look at Eun Hyuk isn’t even look like that. Eun Hyuk of called najimaki donghae to enter.
” Son… I’m sorry Dad. ”
” …… what. “
I’m sorry I woke you up early.